returning!!!

it's been so long since i last updated my blog!!
hehe. abandoned it for some time due to several reasons!!
anyhow, i just celebrated my first year anniversary with my love one, siow cheng kai!!!
woohoooo!!!
time really do flies!!! lol. without realising, it has been a year being together.
being together for a year with lots of things happening while walking through the journey we called life!!! we laugh, we cry, we travelled, we quarreled, we feel, we love and we care for each other!!!!
so much that has been done and so much more awaiting in the future to be ventured by both of us together gether!!!!
dear, thanks for ur heart and love!! thanks for willing to cook for me one of my fav dish, bitter gourd!!!
it is so memorable!!! thanks dear.
thanks for u to be willing ot try out things u've never done and never thought to be done!!!
hehe. i am so luck to have you to cook for me, to care for me, to love me, to miss me and to be by my side as my soul partner!!!!
love you so much dear!!!
now, we shall countdown for our second anniversary!!!! hehe.
love you siow cheng kai!!! hopefully u like the card i made!!! hehe.

unpredictable!

things are really unpredictable! haha. we've been talking whole day about meeting up for dinner!
den we were looking for rental car for few hours but we failed to get it!
haha, but in a sudden, a phone call lighten up our night!
such a coincidence for the night! haha.
not bad not bad!
it is destined for us to meet up i guess!! hehe.

290212!

4 years once leap year is considered special but when it is added with a wonderful day spent is an extra to the specialness!!!!
yes!!! thats what i gonna write!
today is really a special day as we went out to town randomly without considering on how to get back to campus! (this is the first unique point)
planning to go town by bus but ended up going using church van! (this is not unique but somehow stressful environment)
walked together gether with dear from milimewah till manjarasa and later from manjarasa to shell petrol station (second and third unique point)
ate at manjarasa and dear dear cooked for me! yay!!!! (fourth unique point)
talked alot and spent a wonderful and memorious time with dear dear whole night! (fifth unique point)
spent a good good night with my dear and the night belonged to just both of us! (the most unique point and the best thing happening to me)
love love dear!!!
we spent our first leap year happily together gether and u never leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!
love you my dearest dear!!
u are the best dear i ever have and wanted to have!!!
i love you!!!
sincerely from bottom of my heart!
i really love you very much!!!
hehe.
as i've mentioned!
i really hope that we can walk through our future together gether by overcoming all the obstacles and challenges including both our parent perception and thinking!
not only that but including building of a better and bright future!!
love you my dear!!
happy leap year! hehe.
in another 20 days would be our first anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love is in the air!

its feb 14th~
HAPPY VALENTINEs DAY to my dearest lao gong!!!
siow cheng kai!!!!
hehe. love you my valentine!!
we will celebrate it next monday kay!!
prepare my valentine gift oh!!
p/s: I yearned for your hugs and kisses as my valentine gift!!!
hehe.
dear, love you!
sorry for being so immature, childish, hot tempered, and whatsoever!
but i want to tell u that i really do love you!!
hehe.
dear, miss you so much!
anyhow, happy valentines day!!!

 "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

dear, u are the only one my heart told me that u are the right one for me! love you!!
everything about you is important to me!
love you goodness and also your weaknesses!!
i will appreciate you more but u too!
don't always leave me alone at night crying till morning!
it is the worst feeling i dun like and dun wish to endure through the night!!
love you!!!!
muacksss muacksss!!!!
less than 3 my dear, cheng kai!

siow cheng kai, this post is dedicated to you!!!!!

hope!

what is hope??

• to desire with expectation of obtainment
• to cherish a desire with anticipation
• to expect with confidence
• to hope without any basis for expecting fulfillment

got this meaning from the dictionary!

hmmm. then i shall use this word wisely.

i hope for alot of things in my life in terms of obtaining hapiness.

but till now, eveytime i feel hope is at the corner, 

*wossshhh* it is GONE!

till now, till this moment, till this day, it is still the same!

hope is vanished into the thin air!

lost and not to be found.

once again, i got to find a new hope!

hmmm. its a really tiring process!

the only hope i wont give up is on MYSElF.

please be fair with me, dun take myself away from me!! 

.......

again. haha. no words to describe it!
being silent would be the best refering to the quote, silence is golden!

Being cold doesn't necessary mean that you don't care, sometimes, it's a way of protecting

yourself from getting hurt.

maybe?? haha. copied from the facebook!

life!

it is a fact for me to born into this world with what i have now...
i shall be glad and appreciate everything as all this is given to me unconditionally and there is alot others worst of than me outside the world.
but..........
nocommentforthetimebeing.