undescribed!

describable and indescribable,  both holds different meaning!
no words to describe or don't feel like describing is opposing each other in a great manner too!
people are to be known as having feelings and emotions.
But the question popped into my head this few days was the value of worth!
The value of "worth" is hard to measure whether it is towards yourself, your partner, your family, your friends, or even your enemies!
IS IT WORTH??

long return!

haha. Since May i've abandoned my blog! hmmmmm.
its time to update it. hehe. but i cant add in photos seeing that my phone bluetooth cant be used.
anyhow, its been two weeks since we're seperated!
miss HIM so much! and i cant wait to meet HIM!! arghhhh!!
anyhow, as usual, i did nothing much when i am back and the HIM know everything about my routine!!
hehe. btw, i keep on think back the time when u first hold my hand in the church van. the feeling is fantastic!!!
love it so much! that's the moment that i am feeling so happy and protected and blessed and alot alot of the positive feeling!!! thanks ah for all the time u spent on me!
hehe.
and the HIM = SIOW CHENG KAI!!!!
thanks dear, love you so much. the time u hold my hand changed my entire life and it was the best thing happened thorughout my life!!!!

Got used!

everytime it would ended up the same way as it normally is!
how great is it! hahahaaha.
not much time left with so much to do!
anyhow, i should learnt and get used to it!
all the best mandy chua!
chillax!!

L.I.F.E

There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best.


He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men.


He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times.


Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her.


One day, the merchant fell ill. Before long, he knew that he was going to die soon. He thought of his luxurious life and told himself, "Now I have 4 wives with me. But when I die, I'll be alone. How lonely I'll be!"
Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife and she walked away without another word.


The answer cut like a sharp knife right into the merchant's heart. The sad merchant then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you so much for all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is so good over here! I'm going to remarry when you die!" The merchant's heart sank and turned cold.


He then asked the 2nd wife, "I always turned to you for help and you've always helped me out. Now I need your help again. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only send you to your grave." The answer came like a bolt of thunder and the merchant was devastated.


Then a voice called out : "I'll leave with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The merchant looked up and there was his first wife. She was so skinny, almost like she suffered from malnutrition. Greatly grieved, the merchant said, "I should have taken much better care of you while I could have !"


Actually, we all have 4 wives in our lives


a. The 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it'll leave us when we die.


b. Our 3rd wife ? Our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, they all go to others.


c. The 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how close they had been there for us when we're alive, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.


d. The 1st wife is in fact our soul, often neglected in our pursuit of material, wealth and sensual pleasure.


Guess what? It is actually the only thing that follows us wherever we go. Perhaps it's a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it now rather than to wait until we're on our deathbed to lament! 

do u know how irresponsible for u to utter those words. our relationship is in terms of benefits??
i thought in the afternoon u told me that u need me and cannot leave me?? why would u utter those words?? do u know how hurtful is it??

hahaha

Dunno, actually why do u wanna be with me?? From Overall, i need u more than u need me, u have no benefit to be with me, n i get so many benefits from u..

life goes on!

five days of relaxing really bring a big difference into our relationships!!
it fells like our bond has become stronger.
not only in terms of love, but also in terms of friendship!
this is really an unforgettable memories that would be instilled all along the way of my life journey!
it was amazing spending time with my lovely star!!
not everyone has the chance to spend time iwth their love one just like the way i spent it!!
arghhhhhh
miss it so so so much!!!!
dear, i want to go more and more trips with u!
i want to spend time with u!
i want to stay with u!!!!!
dear, sorry for my attitude and i will try to change
hehe.
remind me on this!!
and one thing u must do!!!
which is
love me more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you!!!!
my lovely star star!!!!