woohooo!!

today is sunday, my lil star is at nilai where the place is just 45 minutes away from kl! i wanna see him but its ok. i wait, i wait and i wait! just in another few more hours and i'll be able to meet him.. yay!!
although it is just a short trip but i hope that it will be very meaningful for both of us! hehe.
love u lil star!
i wanna see ur stupid face, touch ur stupid body, kiss ur stupid mouth and hug my lil star!!!!
lil star, finally i can touch u, feel u, hold u and kiss u!
yeah!!
muackss muackss!!
awaiting for tmr!! =)

lil star!!

lil star, u've been busy again today! and i guess u must be very tired! sorry ah for not being by ur side to relax u down!..
lil star, remember oh, fatty star is always here supporting you and waiting for you oh!
lil star, is not being in love makes me happy but it is being in love with you makes me happy oh!
sometimes words are hard to find to form that perfect line to let you know you are always on my mind!
but you are really always in my mind and heart!
lil star, don't worry. you have someone always loving, waiting, caring, and needing you all the time by your side!
do you realise it?? hehe.
fatty star loves little star!
the only star shinning brightly in my heart!!
muacksss!!!

little star, how are you?
i am back le! miss me mah? hehe.
lil star, alot of things happened recently. but, i wanna let u know that my love to you has not change oh!
hehe.
lil star, i am always here for u kay!
always bear in mind you still have fatty star oh!
although this fatty star is sometimes childish, troublesome, make u angry and frustrated, but fatty star's heart is always for u oh!
hehe.
lil star, fatty star loves you! =)

one week!!

hmmmm.. it is weird to realise that whenever i will be leaving home going somewhere, my heart seems to be very heavy to leave my house and leave nd my laptop..
i can feel the distance between us is so far away!
is it because i cant get to see you through skype??
is it because i cant get updated with ur stuff??
haih..
one week le! i am going back to kuantan for one week le!
and i cant see you even through skype le!!
i start missing u badly now!!!
haih..
i am really in need of you!
can you come to my side now?
even if it is in my dream??
i really miss u alot alot!!
haih..
little star, can u come to my side and shine brightly beside me??
=(

hearts you!! =)

meeting you was fate..becoming your friend was my choice ..but..faling so madly in love with you was beyond my control !

you are mine!! you belongs to me!!

love you love you!!

life is unpredictable!

appreciate every moment and every second we have together!!

hehe!!

love love!

you've been occupying my heart!

make sure it is ongoing beating!!

dun neglect my heart kay!!

hehe...
money cant buy anything, but ur smile bought my heart and also my love!!
keep on smiling!!
anything that could take away ur smile, pls share it with me because i wanna get rid of it together gether with you my darling baby!!
little star, make sure u are shinning brightly!!
fatty star will always be by ur side!!! m
love love!!

tiring!!

wonder how shopaholic can keep their shoping spirit so up high??
been walking around de whole day and i really can shout out, I am tired!!!!
hmmm, although i am walking with my grandma, but still i felt very tired!!!
but, the satisfaction covers up my tiring mood la..
at least my grandma is happy!!
hehe..
bi bi, u must be tired too!!
have a good rest kay!!
the next time i wanna walk with u the whole day, the whole month , the whole year, walking down through my future with u always by my side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe...
dear, 143!!(guess what is it!) hehe!!!

back!!

i am finally back!
been back for few days and only now i spend some time writing on my blog. it is maybe because i am too used to write letters rather than typing. hehe.
btw, there is new changes in me after ns.
a new look (darker complextion)
a new hair (like a bush)
a new body figure ( a bit slimmer with muscle on my arm)
a new mind (different perception of seeing something)
a new bunch of friends
a new memory and story
but still the same old love!
hehe..
my heart is still being occupied by HIM!!
no one can ever take over his place in my heart!!
hehe..
yes you, Siow Cheng Kai, u are the HIM!!
hehe..
love you love you!
thanks waiting for me all this while!
love love.. muackzzzzz
do u love me??
hehe..
u will reply, what crap are u asking! hehe
love you, my dear baby cheng kai! =)