one week!!

hmmmm.. it is weird to realise that whenever i will be leaving home going somewhere, my heart seems to be very heavy to leave my house and leave nd my laptop..
i can feel the distance between us is so far away!
is it because i cant get to see you through skype??
is it because i cant get updated with ur stuff??
haih..
one week le! i am going back to kuantan for one week le!
and i cant see you even through skype le!!
i start missing u badly now!!!
haih..
i am really in need of you!
can you come to my side now?
even if it is in my dream??
i really miss u alot alot!!
haih..
little star, can u come to my side and shine brightly beside me??
=(

hearts you!! =)

meeting you was fate..becoming your friend was my choice ..but..faling so madly in love with you was beyond my control !

you are mine!! you belongs to me!!

love you love you!!

life is unpredictable!

appreciate every moment and every second we have together!!

hehe!!

love love!

you've been occupying my heart!

make sure it is ongoing beating!!

dun neglect my heart kay!!

hehe...
money cant buy anything, but ur smile bought my heart and also my love!!
keep on smiling!!
anything that could take away ur smile, pls share it with me because i wanna get rid of it together gether with you my darling baby!!
little star, make sure u are shinning brightly!!
fatty star will always be by ur side!!! m
love love!!

tiring!!

wonder how shopaholic can keep their shoping spirit so up high??
been walking around de whole day and i really can shout out, I am tired!!!!
hmmm, although i am walking with my grandma, but still i felt very tired!!!
but, the satisfaction covers up my tiring mood la..
at least my grandma is happy!!
hehe..
bi bi, u must be tired too!!
have a good rest kay!!
the next time i wanna walk with u the whole day, the whole month , the whole year, walking down through my future with u always by my side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe...
dear, 143!!(guess what is it!) hehe!!!

back!!

i am finally back!
been back for few days and only now i spend some time writing on my blog. it is maybe because i am too used to write letters rather than typing. hehe.
btw, there is new changes in me after ns.
a new look (darker complextion)
a new hair (like a bush)
a new body figure ( a bit slimmer with muscle on my arm)
a new mind (different perception of seeing something)
a new bunch of friends
a new memory and story
but still the same old love!
hehe..
my heart is still being occupied by HIM!!
no one can ever take over his place in my heart!!
hehe..
yes you, Siow Cheng Kai, u are the HIM!!
hehe..
love you love you!
thanks waiting for me all this while!
love love.. muackzzzzz
do u love me??
hehe..
u will reply, what crap are u asking! hehe
love you, my dear baby cheng kai! =)

the day!

just only on that day i am so excited for coming back home and now it is the time to go back again to ns...
haih...
time passed soooo fast!!!
haih...
i will miss my home again!!
i will miss my beloved dear dear!!
i will miss my time when i skype!!
i will miss my time wid my phone!!
i will miss my stupid dear's face!!
i will miss siow cheng kai!!!
i will miss die siow cheng kai!!
siow cheng kai, i miss u so so so so much!!!!!!!!
haih!!!!

life!

came back yesterday from ns for a short break and back to my normal life!!
hehe...
i love my life!!
staying at hoem doing nothing much!!
can sms and chat wid my dear dear!!
watch movie and stuff...
go out with friends~
go out with mum!!
nice lunch and dinner!!
what a life...
but my fear is here again...
will be back to ns a day after tmr...
oh no!!!!
dear dear...
i gonna miss u so so so so much....
love u my dearest dear!!!!
*sayang sayang*

break!!

finally after almost a month, i am back for a very very short holiday!! only 4 days!!!!
i experience something different in ns...but still sometimes i find it hard to accept that i am in that camp!!
there's a lot of people in this world and they are behaving differently each and every one of them...
all i know is that, i wont be able to change them but only myself!
hence, i learn to accept and treat them as what they wish to be!!

and as when i go ns, i leave behind my beloved dear dear!!
i am sorry dear dear!!!
but all this while in ns i really miss u alot alot alot!!!
how i wish u are by my side!!!
dear dear!!!another month more oni.....
we must be strong ah!!!
i really miss u miss u miss u!!!!!
wait for me to be back pls!!!
love you!!!
 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥