love love!!

hmmm...today would be the 5th day without u by my side!!!
and today is wesak day...went to temple and came back feeling sooooo tired although i did ntg much..hehehe....dear dear....
i realise i am really happy and glad to have u as my boy boy!!!
u really care about every small bits bout me...sheltering me with so much attention and love...
hehehe...love love!!!!
kinda glad to have you by my side!!yeahhhhhh...
dear dear....
everytime u feel down or emo, just write to me or sing to me or do something for me...
i love surprise!!!hehehe...i want surprise!!!yeah!!!
dear dear..
i love you!!!!
i really love you!!!!
i really really love you!!!!
hehehehe...
love love!!!!
fluffy fluffy lao gong...
ur lao po love u lots!!!!!
=)

love love...

today i will be going out le!!!
will update u later kay!!!
love you love you!!!! =)
fluffly fluffy lao gong!!!!!

stupid fool!!

today would be the third day!! and my stupid lao gong uttered stupid words....
lao gong ah lao gong...
i dun care that u are the best or not, i dun care are u capable or not, i dun care what u are..
but what i care is that i love you and you love me...that is what matters most...
you may have the thinking that with love you cant buy or get everything but i can tell u that with love i can achieve everything that we hope for...
dear, please dun compare urself with others...
you are the only i want!!!
i really really want you to be my partner for the rest of my life...i only want you...
we can work everything out together...
dear, all i need now is support and love from you!!!
i can do alot with ur never ending love pouring on me!!!
you are the best lao gong i ever wanted and ever can have....
don't ponder on your capability and my love to you...
i love you!!!
a true lover is when they endure everything together gether...
it is meaningless if a person is rich and capable of giving me everything but just not love...
as for me...all i need is love!! and also care...
SIOW CHENG KAI, u are the only want capable of giving me love and care...
u worry everything and every bits about me..i felt so secured and appreciated when u worry about me..
it shows that someone is really waiting and hoping for me to come back in one piece...
at least i know there is someone i am living for!!
dear, i love u, i love you!!!
words can describe how important are you to me!!!
i really love you lots!!
please don't ever give up on our relationship...it is not that hard...cant we endure this 4 months together?? this is just an obstacle...after this we would be together and gether again...
as close as ever!!
and live happily ever after!!!
dear!!! continue shower me with your love and care pls!!
love you my fluffy fluffy lao gong!!!!

second day!!

today is the second day without u by my side!!
hmmm...but still i can feel u by my side!! hehehe...love love...
dear ah dear...today i did ntg much...
just be a pig whole day lor....
last few days we were spending all the time together but now we are doing our own thing ourselves at different place...how i wish u are by my side all the time!!!
haha...but then, thinking about it...only now would be the time for us to be apart...but after this i guess we would be staying together till ntg can seperate us..
isn't wonderful???hahaha
*day-dreaming* mood!!!
love love!!!
fluffy lao gong, i love you!!!!

14th may!

today is the first day we are far apart from each other and there is many more days to come!!
but dear dear...u just have to place your faith on me and also yourself...u are the only one i ever wanted in my life!!!
i love you damm much!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i miss u toooooo..............................
i love you i love you!!!!

the day!! =(

finally here comes the day when we will be spending 12 hours together but later on being apart for dunno how many days...hmmm...sad case!!
i will be going ns somemore... WHAT THE HELL!!
haih...btw...sometimes when i am angry or not in a good mood is not because i am angry over you but in turn, i am angry over myself..
so dun get me wrong kay!!
and i know what u did and what u will be doing wid "   " (u should know who) is for my own good but sometimes i juat control in getting jealous...
natural feeling le...in comparison, alot others will be doing the same thing as me oso what!!
so just bear with me and explain to me whenever i mind about it kay... i und but it feels good when u explain and "pujuk" me!!! hehehe
dear!!
i will be missing u so so so so so much!!!
haih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE u!!!
but lets start the countdown!!!
123 days to go (not taking into account the days u MIGHT come and visit me during the holidays!!
hmmm
love u love!!!

u u u u u....

i need u now my dear...
every seconds, every minutes, every hours and every day seems to pass very fast bringing the day where we will be going back to our own hometown is drawing near!!
i dunno how to express my feeling but what i know is that i really really really miss u lots as till now i start to have the feeling of missing u buried deep inside my heart....
i really love you!!!
i am glad that you are here to be by my side....
thanks my dear....
thinking in another way, we will still be able to see each other during the holiday and also the upcoming semesters....hehe...
but still..............................................................................................
i MISS u so so so much!!!