love is in the air!

its feb 14th~
HAPPY VALENTINEs DAY to my dearest lao gong!!!
siow cheng kai!!!!
hehe. love you my valentine!!
we will celebrate it next monday kay!!
prepare my valentine gift oh!!
p/s: I yearned for your hugs and kisses as my valentine gift!!!
hehe.
dear, love you!
sorry for being so immature, childish, hot tempered, and whatsoever!
but i want to tell u that i really do love you!!
hehe.
dear, miss you so much!
anyhow, happy valentines day!!!

 "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

dear, u are the only one my heart told me that u are the right one for me! love you!!
everything about you is important to me!
love you goodness and also your weaknesses!!
i will appreciate you more but u too!
don't always leave me alone at night crying till morning!
it is the worst feeling i dun like and dun wish to endure through the night!!
love you!!!!
muacksss muacksss!!!!
less than 3 my dear, cheng kai!

siow cheng kai, this post is dedicated to you!!!!!

hope!

what is hope??

• to desire with expectation of obtainment
• to cherish a desire with anticipation
• to expect with confidence
• to hope without any basis for expecting fulfillment

got this meaning from the dictionary!

hmmm. then i shall use this word wisely.

i hope for alot of things in my life in terms of obtaining hapiness.

but till now, eveytime i feel hope is at the corner, 

*wossshhh* it is GONE!

till now, till this moment, till this day, it is still the same!

hope is vanished into the thin air!

lost and not to be found.

once again, i got to find a new hope!

hmmm. its a really tiring process!

the only hope i wont give up is on MYSElF.

please be fair with me, dun take myself away from me!! 

.......

again. haha. no words to describe it!
being silent would be the best refering to the quote, silence is golden!

Being cold doesn't necessary mean that you don't care, sometimes, it's a way of protecting

yourself from getting hurt.

maybe?? haha. copied from the facebook!

life!

it is a fact for me to born into this world with what i have now...
i shall be glad and appreciate everything as all this is given to me unconditionally and there is alot others worst of than me outside the world.
but..........
nocommentforthetimebeing.

the day of the day~

today and today and the day!
today is the day. haha.
life is really not rewarding!

back!!

almost two weeks le i din update my blog! hehe. been lazy for awhile.
anyway, since chinese new year just passed, it would be best to blog about my chinese new year this year!
first new year where i din get myself any new clothes! ya. not at all!!
i am wearing all my old clothes. hmmm. nothing new for this year! so pitiful.
and i did nothing much on the first and second day of new year. is only on the third day of the new year where my mum's colleague came over to my house to pay my mum a visit and also on the fourth day, i went to pavilion with steph, lili and jia yen and later at night, dinner with lai yew's( my bro gf) family.
on the fifth day, i went back to kuantan and did nothing much there but only gaining weight for eating so much nice foods!!!!!!!!! thanks ah ma, ah gong, ah ku, ah yi, be yi, be ku!! (all my relatives over at kuantan)
hehe. back to kl on the 11th day of the new year. went out with jing yee for a japanese steamboat dinner on the night of the 13th day of the new year near my house.
while on the 14th day, i went to midvalley with wen yen and won teng. and lastly, on the chap goh mei, 15th day, i went to bagan(port klang) for a seafood dinner and later on a session of drinks a mendolin pub near subang.
that goes my 2012 cny!!! hehe.