off again!!

will be back to kuantan again this time!! for a week!!
no skype again. hmmmm..
it is funny as now i am going back reluctantly and when i'll be coming back to kl reluctantly too!!
this is human nature. would never satisfy with what is on the hand!
hehe.
anyhow, been back for a week and the half!!! miss my dear dear!!!!!!!!
wanna cry out loud!! haih. felt so jealous to see the people around me gets to spend their new year and time together gether with their dearest!
especially my bro! haih.
me?? haih...
anyhow, left with only 25 days before i am able to be with my lil star together gether again!!
no one can predict what would happen on the future!
so it would be wise to stay in present and appreciate the moment of it!
dear, dun abandon me and dun leave me!!
i need u just like as much as u need me!!
no one scores better but we are the same!!
human being created by the same creator and we are the SAME!!
hehe.
dear, i miss u so so so so much!!!
i love youuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dear, faster come to my side please!!!!!!!!!

10th!

blink blink and its our 10th monthsary! hehe.
dear dear, happy 10thmonthsary oh! love love!
we've walk the journey of life together gether for 10 months le and it would be another 10 months and another 10 months and another 10 months till the last day of my life! hehe.
dear, love you!
miss you damm much now!
cant wait till the 11th mothsary because by then, it would be our meeting day!!
yeahoooo...cant wait!
dear, have a safe ✈ tmr!
fly back to my side and later to your family side!
hehe. love love dear!!!
dear, happy chinese new year oh!
i will be celebrating my first valentine but without u! ='(
dear, miss u so badly! haih
love love!
i smurf u!!
i love you!

thursday!!

weee, its thursday ad! so fast! in another 2 more days my dear dear is flying back lu!! hehe. love love...
finally my dear dear can go back to his home sweet home!!!
finally my dear dear would be happy!!!
finally my dear dear wont be alone!!!
and finally i can see my dear dear for awhile on saturday!!!!!!!
yeah..
although it would be just a short meet up, but it is worth! anticipate to see my dear
miss him so badly!!! arghhh!!
love love my dear.
siow cheng kai! i cant believe u are mine!!!!!!!
yahoooo... mine!!
can u be mine forever???
can i keep ur heart forever???
can i be ur only partner forever???
can i be under ur surveliance forever???
can i be ur only special loves one forever???
hehe.
i knew the answer would be yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe...
siow cheng kai, mandy chua love you oh!!
love you ah!! love love!!!!
<3 <3 <3

the days without u!

back to kl supposely meant to be happy but i am not!
honestly, i enjoyed myself more at kl rather than labuan and without the occurence of backstabbings and gossips!
but, i miss out the most important person here!
it is like a life with a hole in it!
haih, i miss my dear dear.
i miss my precious dear.
i miss my precious cheng kai!
i miss u siwo cheng kai!!!!!!!
where are u!!!!
i need you!!!!

the time comes!

finally, the time that i am not anticipating for and hope to turn away from it comes. here, once again i am going back to kl le! hmmm.
people is anticipating to go back but i hate to go back!
i hate the feeling of seperation with my dear dear!! haih.
why must there be seperation on this world! why?? ishhhh!!!
i miss u alot alot ah dear!!!!
i need you now!!!
where are you??????????
i thought u promised to wipe off my tears but where are u??? =(

dumb dumb!

dumb dumb dear! why would u be upset and emo while u'll be sitting for 4 papers next week?? har? dear ah! after being with u for almost a year u still can feel my love love towards u? dear, i am yours ah! dun need to worry about it de wor!
i am urs and this is the fact that cannot be changed unless u dun want me le!
but i knew u wont dump me! right my fluffy dear?
dear, i love you!
i trully loves u!
i heart you!
i smurf you!!!
mandy chua loves cheng kai!
MANDY CHUA XIN YI LOVES SIOW CHENG KAI!!
dear, i am always here for u!
you are my heart and soul!
will stay connected kay my lovely fluffy dear!
love you!!!!

time is nearing~

next week at this time, i'll be back to kl. it would be something hilarious to others for me for being sad to return back to my hometown as others are anticipating for it so badly. i'll am different as my dearest us at here studying together gether. and when we get back to our own place, we wont be able to meet each other. how would i be not sad about it? =((((
haih. it is a sore to my eye to see others being able to go out shopping together gether before chinese new years with their partner, visiting friend's house, spent time together and also doing alot alot of things together gether and not alone! =(
hmmmm, will my dear abandoned me when he gets back to his comfort zone??
will he throw me aside?? arghhhhh... T.T
hmmm. i bet he wont because his heart is being stolen by me!
hehe. his heart is with me now. yeah!!!!
anyhow, its chinese new year and i should not be sad but i just cant control it!
=(((((
hmmmm. hope everything will goes on smoothly!! =)
loves you my lil star and my lil piggy kai!
love love!!! =)

it's 2012!

this is my first post in this term of new year!
time really flies! OMG.
i am having exam now and its almost time to go back home le! =(
leaving labuan is not the point here but leaving my dearest is the main point!
haih. will be apart for 4 weeks!! arghhhh........
chinese new year is coming too! din anticipate for it but it wont be a bad thing to anticipate for. hehe.
anyhow, this new year would be the year for mandy chua is turning 21 years old!! old ad la!!! haih.
but, still i shall strive to achieve something in this new year! Hopefully, i will get through this year accordingly and happily!
siow cheng kai, u are the one that make me cry. but u are the one also that give me joy, laughter, protection, love and u hold my smile on my face!!!
love you =)