happy 21st!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIL STAR, u are not lil now! u are OLD STAR now! hehe. happy birthday my darling baby!!
i cant give u much of surprise but hopefully u will enjoy ur big day by the side of ur friends and ME, ur fatty star! hehe. love love!
wish u a be-earlied birthday! hehe.
dear ah, old ad lu. must love me more kay! i want to be the one celebrating with u every year from now! can i? hehe.
dear, i can only hope for the best and pray for you as of now!
i want you to be happy and healthy and free from stress!
i want my lil star to be the happiest person on earth!
dear, with or without me, i want you to have the best life you could ever have!
i want you to have the best of the best!
will pray for you!
love you!
happy birthday again!
love you so so so much!!!!!
love me mah?? hehe.
old star!!! love love!!!!

a day!

its finally the weekend! felt so exhausted although it is only been a week when i am back to normal student life! classes in the morning is really tiring! but luckily, i can get some rest now!
hehe.and today, i went out town with cath, kah mei, ka chee and tung sing. quite a random combination as i am not that close to them! but, ended up, everything is okay la.
my dear dear is tired in rushing here and there for tmr's event! pitiful dear! and i am really bad to have him worry about me and thinking of how to make me happy!
sorry ah my dear. hehe. dun be mad or give up on me oh!
u should know ur dear dear me is abit childish in a way!
hehe. bluekkk!!
love you my dear!!
love love! budukai, good night!

current update!

hehe. my blog was abandoned for quite some time due to weak internet connection, timeless and also busy schedule every day! this is the second week i am back to labuan. time flies though! so fast!!
i am afraid of january coming so soon because it is the time where i have to be seperated with lil star!
T.T i dun want!! =((
but then, this week passed with some changes!
celebrated tung sing's birthday! lil star accompany me more often now!
japanese teacher is getting better in mood i guess.
APK's project brings in alot of questions and competitions but who cares! hehe.
hmmm. nothing much i guess!
but, sept 20th was our half-year anniversary! yeah!!!
did nothing much on that day! just like others normal day but lil star and i is getting better in terms of understanding i suppose! agree mah lil star?? hehe.
then, a few more days more and my lil star will be 21~
old lil star! hehe. i wanna be the special one by ur side to celebrate your birthday every year!
so, you must enjoy this few years celebrating it woth your friends and family because after this you belongs solely to me! hehe.
i owned you!! smurf u lil star!! muackzzz!!!
love you ah siow!
mandy ♥ kai kai!!

time flies~

Looking back, it is almost a week i am back to labuan again. Time really flies!
I still remember back den when I was in my dad's car on the way to KLIA, check-in clumsy-ly, bought a rm 7.20 mineral water, sat in the plane, back to mutiara and walked up and down to negotiate about my room and attended classes and etc etc..
so much i've done in one week time as compared to when i am back at kl den. hehe. I was so much lazy and less productive at home. hmmmm.. really miss the time when i am so free at home doing nothing!
hehe. but not too bad also la to be back to this island!
i can really see, touch, feel, kiss, hug, care, love and etc etc with my lil star!
felt so much warmer with him by my side! hehe. love u lil star.
i will start to learn from him!! i will care less about those gossips, bad talks and also complaints!
hehe. i rather stay HAPPY-GO-LUCKY!
and i wanna use the time wisely to get a better grade, love and care for my lil star more and have a better relationship with others!
i gotta learn in other to able to go through my career life in the future!
lil star, are u willing to guide me? hehe.
btw, today i went to church again!
can be said my time is spent wisely in terms of getting to know new friends and getting closer to current friends, can see stupid lil star's face, listen to meaningful talks, spent time having fun together, reading the bible and also listen to prayers!
hmmm. but pity lil star as he gotta stay over at the church!
sleep tight lil star!
love you!!
fatty star's heart belonged to you my stupid lil star!
muackzzz...
budukai wished you good night too lil star! hehe.

labuan life!

back to labuan again. no star here but i owned a lil star! yay!
lil star shinning brightly in front of me!
muackzz muackzz.. hehe..
shifted to mp1-4001 and staying with vanny!
somehow it is comfortable and nice to stay at my current house!
hehe. love it.
but i am asked to go and apply for beta.
when i din get beta at the first place, i feel so upset.
but when now i have to apply for beta, i felt upset too!
hmmmm...
so complicated!!
haha..

u are the lil star i owned!

lil star is emo today. nope, precisely is very emo! i cant be by his side to comfort him but i just hope that he will turn to me when he is really down and on the downfall of his feeling!
i will see him in 2 more days time! be patient!! =)
lil star, pray more and u can find ur inner-peace! trust me, after this 2 years are gone, you will miss every moment of it and you will hope that you can go back to this moment of time!
dear, be strong kay. although i am feeling sad and emo too! hehe. love you!

if there is anyone laughing and asking me, "what you seein him that attracts you?"
i'll answer, " i saw everything you see and also the things you cant!"
you are the fabulous boyfie oh!
love you my best boyfie i ever could have!
muackzz! your fatty star is strong to support you de!
place faith in her and trust me you can lean on me whenever you want!
my shoulder is reserved for you and same goes to my heart!
i wanna hold both of your hands and walk with you together gether through everything!
love you!!
fatty star love lil star!! *love love*

ugly ---> pretty!

now i realise self-confidence is important but ur dressing would be the first on the line to be judged as first impression rather than ur inner qualities. my boyfie make me realise that i am not that ugly but still not that pretty after all. with a lil make-over, i start to receive compliments. what if it is a whole make-over where i really filled up my closet with a new collection of clothings! haha.

this cardi is nice! i want~.....
should say this outfit is nice! imagine myself in it *naiseee*
this website previews clothings that i like!
so casual and comfortable..
have a look at the link!
http://stylelovely.com/mydailystyle/

just-a-post!

words are just an arrangement of alphabets but it signifies and conveys the message. But still sometimes it wont bring out the whole meaning or explain the exact feeling!
life is not as hard as u thought but it is not that easy too!
being comfortable and being happy is 2 different thing!
hmmmm.
be tough although is hard and move on!
time is moving on and wont stop to wait and that's the truth.

interesting! 5 facts that we cant change about a man!

hehe. came across this article and i find it kinda interesting!1st fact:
We will always lie to you

Not big, nasty fibs of course (we would never admit to that), but little white lies that actually serve a purpose - namely making you feel better about yourself and keeping us out of trouble.

So when you ask us if your outfit looks good, if we remembered to pay the electricity bill or if we are looking forward to your parents coming to stay, then we will always, always answer in the affirmative. Why? Because the alternative is too painful to contemplate.

*hmmm, at least my lil star will say i am ugly when i am really ugly so that i can be better! [luckily]*

2nd fact:
We will always sneak a look at other women

You might think you're the only girl your boyfriend looks at, but I guarantee he checks out at least 10 different females every single day.

One or two of them might even make him stop and think, 'I wonder what life with her would be like'. But don't let this worry you - in the end we always realise that it's a case of 'the grass is always greener', and that other girl would probably turn out to be dull as dishwater.

Despite our wandering eye, we never forget why we're with you in the first place.

*hehe. true true! but lil star always look at their good side and ask me to change to be better*

3rd fact:
We will always talk about you

Think your peccadilloes and idiosyncrasies stay between you and your boyfriend? Not a chance. No matter how often you do something embarrassing or, more likely, completely irrational, and then follow it with "please don't tell anyone about this", it will of course be the first thing we blab to our mates down the pub.

Sorry about that, but we need to check if it's normal. And have a good laugh at your expense, too...

*no wonder sometimes weng sing and henry will laugh at me la.but at least i am ur topic =)*

4th fact:
We will never want to talk about it

While women are much more grown up about talking about their feelings, for us it will always be torture. We understand the benefits of getting one's emotions out into the open, but that doesn't mean we have to like it, does it?

*no wonder lil star is so mad at me at that time [ but it's over!] teehee.. XD*

5th fact:
We will never say you have put on weight

Though you wouldn't think twice about pointing a finger at our paunch and saying, "this has to go", not in a billion years would we ever, ever draw attention to cellulite on your thighs or even the slightest hint of a muffin top.

I've made this mistake in the past, and the resulting histrionics mean I will never do it again. We really do get blamed for everything, you know...

*but lil star is diff. he is not a man?? haha, but still i love it! he corrects me because he cared and loved me! yay. *

Lil star, after reading this, i can conclude that my lil star is different as he loves me! hehe. whatever he did is for my good! hehe. i am so lucky to have him by my side to correct me! yay. nothing will goes wrong with u by my side!!
Love you my lil star!!!
love love!. hehe.♥

INTRODUCING.........

hallo. hehe. this post is to itroduce my companions on my bed! they've been accompanying me throughout the night and been waiting for me on my bed all the time! hehe.
1st in the line would be nana bear!

*given by fiona as my 19th bday pressie*

2nd would be kai kai!

*this is pressie from lili for my 20th bday*

[been accompanying me at ns!]

3rd in the line is my most precious!

hehe. tadaaa......budukai!! hehe..

*this is pressie from my dear lil star*

[hehe..isn't it cute??]

haha..stupid lil star!!

my big big family!!



amazing???

life is not as amazing as i thought when i get to know the fact that i'll be back to the island just in one week time! exactly a week from now!
actually i wont find it sad or i wont grumble on the fact that i'll be going back to labuan. This is merely because i am going back for good. it is better than me staying at kl doing ntg and achieving nothing! hehe. And i can get to see my LIL STAR soon! yeah!!!!
But then, still there is something ruining my mood to be back there!
1st: friends and surrounding.
 *u-should-know-who*
2nd: foods and delicacies.
 *awww*
3rd: entertainment!!!
 *movies, shopping, water sports*
4th: study!! and assignment
 *OH NO*!!
haha. but above all, i got my lil star by my side! yahooooo!!!!
 *giggling giggling non-stop*
hehe. cant wait to meet my lil star but hopefully everything will be alright!
surroundings is the biggest factor. crossing fingers and hope that everything will be fine! hehe.

amazing life!

this post is merely to remind me on what i've done in this one week time. hehe.
i cant remember much as time flies and din realise i am leaving kl real soon!
went out with ow ow and rachel,
[ had jojo pan mee and snowflakes] *yummy yummy*
 off to sunway lagoon with jia yen,
[ a fun day and we have our dinner at barbecue plaza] *cant find this at labuan*
meeting steph soon!
dad taught me a few yoga steps. haha. and it is kinda fun!
nothing much but i did enjoy myself this few days with the company of my lil star, friends and family!!
hehe.
lil star, this time i cant fly together gether with u back to labuan!
but i wanna fly with u together gether in the future!
not only just going back labuan or coming back from there but to all sorts of places!
i want you to be by my side all the time!!!
lil star, mandy chua loves you!!!