the day!

just only on that day i am so excited for coming back home and now it is the time to go back again to ns...
haih...
time passed soooo fast!!!
haih...
i will miss my home again!!
i will miss my beloved dear dear!!
i will miss my time when i skype!!
i will miss my time wid my phone!!
i will miss my stupid dear's face!!
i will miss siow cheng kai!!!
i will miss die siow cheng kai!!
siow cheng kai, i miss u so so so so much!!!!!!!!
haih!!!!

life!

came back yesterday from ns for a short break and back to my normal life!!
hehe...
i love my life!!
staying at hoem doing nothing much!!
can sms and chat wid my dear dear!!
watch movie and stuff...
go out with friends~
go out with mum!!
nice lunch and dinner!!
what a life...
but my fear is here again...
will be back to ns a day after tmr...
oh no!!!!
dear dear...
i gonna miss u so so so so much....
love u my dearest dear!!!!
*sayang sayang*

break!!

finally after almost a month, i am back for a very very short holiday!! only 4 days!!!!
i experience something different in ns...but still sometimes i find it hard to accept that i am in that camp!!
there's a lot of people in this world and they are behaving differently each and every one of them...
all i know is that, i wont be able to change them but only myself!
hence, i learn to accept and treat them as what they wish to be!!

and as when i go ns, i leave behind my beloved dear dear!!
i am sorry dear dear!!!
but all this while in ns i really miss u alot alot alot!!!
how i wish u are by my side!!!
dear dear!!!another month more oni.....
we must be strong ah!!!
i really miss u miss u miss u!!!!!
wait for me to be back pls!!!
love you!!!
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