2 months break~

wont be able to post for 2 months and the half...
my blog will be full with dust but no worries, as i m a responsible owner for sure i will come and clean the mess when i am back and fill it with words of joy and love!!
dear dear...
now we shift to the traditional method of spreading the words of love le!!
hahaha.....
i will miss u throughout this period!!
u must miss me too oh...
wait for me to come back ah!!!
i love you and u love me...
we are a happy couple!!!hahahahah
dear..
i promise u that i will take good care of myself and i will always place u in my mind and heart!!!
hehe.
u too oh!!!
love you love you!!!
muackzzzzzzzzzz.....

we will be walking together throughout our life!

♥♥♥

knock knock,
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that she loves u lots oh!!
hehe..
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that she misses u lots oh!!
hehe..
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that she will take care of herself oh!!
hehe..
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that she will always be there for you whether or not u are down oh!!
hehe..
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that u are her precious one oh!!
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that u are her important person in her life oh!!
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that she is lucky to have u oh!!
lao gong ah!
mandy chua wanna tell u that u are her fluffy fluffy lao gong oh!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥
lao gong ah!
mandy chua really love you and she only wants you to be her partner of her life oh!!
really love you lots!!!
love love!!!
**sayang my lao gong**

love love!!

dear dear ah....
3 more days den i will be at ns ad la...hahaha
but dun worry la...
we will still be connected...
hehee....
whenever u are upset just tell me la...
i will be here to cure you!!!!
haha...
love you!!!!
love you dear dear!!!
hehehehe.....
love love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cheers!

hmmm..dear ah...u jealous over those posts in fb and told me that all those words are sweeter than yours..
u care about words rather than my heart??? =(
haih...
u still cant feel how much i love you??
i really din meant to hurt or make u jealous...
i am really sorry....haih..
but i just wanna let you know that at that time, i gt all those words through an application de......
i dun post at ur wall because i wanna avoid gossips from ur ssil friends and also from ur family...
i thought people will find me faking if i posted all those words the way i posted at his wall...
dear....
u are totally different from him...
don't measure our love through words leh!!
ou love is more than that i suppose!
dear ah.....
hmmmm....
i really dunno what to say or what to do ad in other to ease ur jealousy...
but please, don't keep quiet and draw a distance from me!!
u wont now that feeling when u are really empty!!
not i want to get ur sympathy but...
haih...
i oso dunno what to say ad...
all i can say is i love you!!!
i really love you!!!
don't doubt my love le!!
haih...
love you fluffy fluffy lao gong!!!

lovee..

cherish and make good full use of every moments and fill it up with love!
there is not much time in our life!!
hehe...
so siow cheng kai, cherish every moments and appreciate me more ah!!!
hehe...
love you love you!!
hehe...

dear!!

dear dear...i am sorry for bringing so much trouble to you!!!
i am really sorry...
i hope that u can still cope with it..i love you!!!
all i want is just to be with you!!
i don't care about others...
what i care is u..
yes you, SIOW CHENG KAI!!!
i really do care about you only!!!!
please stay strong...
after all this, we've got nothing to worry ad!!
sorry that u have to be bothered with those fucking jerk but i promise i will ease your burden together gether...
dear...for my sake, please be strong and we endure it together!!!
i love you!!!!
don't allow those minor things to bother you and disturb our life!!!!

=(

i hate my past...one biggest mistake i have made...one wrong step that i've took...not to say that he is not good but we are really not suitable for each other...and as of now, we've been walking our own path, why the hell u still want to disturb my life...what the fuck is in ur mind...do ur own things and leave me alone pls...i hate all this...i've gt ntg to do with u ad...pls leave me alone...dun disturb me and the people around me...
can all those jerks disappear from my life.....
pls....i just want a life....

love love!!

hmmm...today would be the 5th day without u by my side!!!
and today is wesak day...went to temple and came back feeling sooooo tired although i did ntg much..hehehe....dear dear....
i realise i am really happy and glad to have u as my boy boy!!!
u really care about every small bits bout me...sheltering me with so much attention and love...
hehehe...love love!!!!
kinda glad to have you by my side!!yeahhhhhh...
dear dear....
everytime u feel down or emo, just write to me or sing to me or do something for me...
i love surprise!!!hehehe...i want surprise!!!yeah!!!
dear dear..
i love you!!!!
i really love you!!!!
i really really love you!!!!
hehehehe...
love love!!!!
fluffy fluffy lao gong...
ur lao po love u lots!!!!!
=)

love love...

today i will be going out le!!!
will update u later kay!!!
love you love you!!!! =)
fluffly fluffy lao gong!!!!!

stupid fool!!

today would be the third day!! and my stupid lao gong uttered stupid words....
lao gong ah lao gong...
i dun care that u are the best or not, i dun care are u capable or not, i dun care what u are..
but what i care is that i love you and you love me...that is what matters most...
you may have the thinking that with love you cant buy or get everything but i can tell u that with love i can achieve everything that we hope for...
dear, please dun compare urself with others...
you are the only i want!!!
i really really want you to be my partner for the rest of my life...i only want you...
we can work everything out together...
dear, all i need now is support and love from you!!!
i can do alot with ur never ending love pouring on me!!!
you are the best lao gong i ever wanted and ever can have....
don't ponder on your capability and my love to you...
i love you!!!
a true lover is when they endure everything together gether...
it is meaningless if a person is rich and capable of giving me everything but just not love...
as for me...all i need is love!! and also care...
SIOW CHENG KAI, u are the only want capable of giving me love and care...
u worry everything and every bits about me..i felt so secured and appreciated when u worry about me..
it shows that someone is really waiting and hoping for me to come back in one piece...
at least i know there is someone i am living for!!
dear, i love u, i love you!!!
words can describe how important are you to me!!!
i really love you lots!!
please don't ever give up on our relationship...it is not that hard...cant we endure this 4 months together?? this is just an obstacle...after this we would be together and gether again...
as close as ever!!
and live happily ever after!!!
dear!!! continue shower me with your love and care pls!!
love you my fluffy fluffy lao gong!!!!

second day!!

today is the second day without u by my side!!
hmmm...but still i can feel u by my side!! hehehe...love love...
dear ah dear...today i did ntg much...
just be a pig whole day lor....
last few days we were spending all the time together but now we are doing our own thing ourselves at different place...how i wish u are by my side all the time!!!
haha...but then, thinking about it...only now would be the time for us to be apart...but after this i guess we would be staying together till ntg can seperate us..
isn't wonderful???hahaha
*day-dreaming* mood!!!
love love!!!
fluffy lao gong, i love you!!!!

14th may!

today is the first day we are far apart from each other and there is many more days to come!!
but dear dear...u just have to place your faith on me and also yourself...u are the only one i ever wanted in my life!!!
i love you damm much!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i miss u toooooo..............................
i love you i love you!!!!

the day!! =(

finally here comes the day when we will be spending 12 hours together but later on being apart for dunno how many days...hmmm...sad case!!
i will be going ns somemore... WHAT THE HELL!!
haih...btw...sometimes when i am angry or not in a good mood is not because i am angry over you but in turn, i am angry over myself..
so dun get me wrong kay!!
and i know what u did and what u will be doing wid "   " (u should know who) is for my own good but sometimes i juat control in getting jealous...
natural feeling le...in comparison, alot others will be doing the same thing as me oso what!!
so just bear with me and explain to me whenever i mind about it kay... i und but it feels good when u explain and "pujuk" me!!! hehehe
dear!!
i will be missing u so so so so so much!!!
haih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE u!!!
but lets start the countdown!!!
123 days to go (not taking into account the days u MIGHT come and visit me during the holidays!!
hmmm
love u love!!!

u u u u u....

i need u now my dear...
every seconds, every minutes, every hours and every day seems to pass very fast bringing the day where we will be going back to our own hometown is drawing near!!
i dunno how to express my feeling but what i know is that i really really really miss u lots as till now i start to have the feeling of missing u buried deep inside my heart....
i really love you!!!
i am glad that you are here to be by my side....
thanks my dear....
thinking in another way, we will still be able to see each other during the holiday and also the upcoming semesters....hehe...
but still..............................................................................................
i MISS u so so so much!!!